can’t do this with you anymore

[Intro]
Nah, I can't do this with you any longer
To be honest, you're makin' my life harder
Your touch is what I used to long for
But I don't care no more, so, I try to barter

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I've been looking for a way back to your arms
But I can't find it, I've been tempted to jump in front of cars
Been hangin' out in bars

Just throwing back a couple shots to numb my pain
Numb it so much where I do not feel like I'm insane
But everything I've been going through isn't just my brain
And to be honest, I don't even want any fame

I just want to pour my heart out
Now, I sink inside our doubt
Your trust in me has gone into a drought

I'm sick of all this shit I've been feelin', been cuttin' my wrists
Waiting for them to realize these feelings to exist
I guess I've also been waiting on an assist
Just fuck off and let me live my life, just know that

[Chorus]
I can't do this with you anymore, the blood is runnin' down my fingers
The Devil made me do it, and he told me in a whisper
"You're nothing, you don't mean shit"
"They all just want you inside of a ditch"
They all tell me, "You just guess you wanna die", nah, not even guessin', I just need to
But I guess I also need you
But I can't do this with you anymore

[Verse 2]
Can't do it
Tryna get through it
But I really don't know how to do it

I've just been drinking and smokin' to numb myself, but sometimes, it ain't even work
It gets so bad sometimes, but at this point, I'm used to the hurt
I've been tryna get better, been tryna put in the work

But I lost my purpose
And now, I just feel worthless
Don't you see how hard I've been workin'
But I'm nothing to any of these people, so, I just bask in the hurtin'
But

[Chorus]
I can't do this with you anymore, the blood is runnin' down my fingers
The Devil made me do it, and he told me in a whisper
"You're nothing, you don't mean shit"
"They all just want you inside of a ditch"
They all tell me, "You just guess you wanna die", nah, not even guessin', I just need to
But I guess I also need you
But I can't do this with you anymore
I SAID!

I can't do this with you anymore, the blood is runnin' down my fingers
The Devil made me do it, and he told me in a whisper
"You're nothing, you don't mean shit"
"They all just want you inside of a ditch"
They all tell me, "You just guess you wanna die", nah, not even guessin', I just need to
But I guess I also need you
But I can't do this with you anymore

[Outro]
Oh, why is the world... so!
Cold...