Can i still go to heaven if i kill myself?

Sitting in my room, smoking two and think about me and you
I hope you're doing well, nah I'm lying, I hope he's leaving you
I'm fucking through with needing you, baby I'm onto something new
My hands are always shaking, this place is so damn uncomfortable
And I don't wanna come back
New crib new clothes and some new tats
All my numbers going up but you knew that
I know you want me to stay but I can't do that

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Cuz I don't know if I can ever forgive myself
Wrong place, wrong time, so I hid myself
Nah, I don't wanna kid myself

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself