Can I?

Can I?

Can I hold these thoughts together?
Racing through these catalogues
My Guilty pleasures
Ayy ee yaaayyy

Summer for that first December
Most fun we've ever had remember

Used to text you every letter
See my Clarity with words
Just added to my efforts

Now im lost in all this moody weather
Opportunities id often miss
I dream it constantly and honestly

I dont think I can survive
Ive got issues with my pride
I dont think im living right

Lemme smoke and touch the sky
To forget my angry crY
I dont want this troubled mind

SO CAN I? ....................

VERSE 2
Never ever thought
Id repeat my past but all
Settings seem to hit default
My distractions mixed with flaws
Actions often caused
A tragic how could that
Accident even occur?
Don’t you think before you talk?
Guess I don't
Never KNEW that shit before
On a low
On a daily nigguh I was broke
On ma own
Tryna get this shmoneey from ma quotes
Pray the Lord sees my efforts to progress in every cause
On a low
Versatility Ive often shown
Still they tryna test a brother
Like ma sonics ain't been gold
Poetry and pros
Sipping till I overdose my soul
Rolling in the solar when its cold
Solo for ma minute when I zone
Oh Lord

Oh lord I've been sinning for long
My repentance prolonged

Still you love me sure
Each breath is blessing