CAMPFIRE

[Verse]
I grab the fireball and neck, it taste like candy
Till I down half the bottle mixed with Xannies, kill my sorrows till I panic
Throw my feelings and my guts up on the floor of my family's
Home décor and now I'm dancing with depression and she leading
Me and her have been mistreated way more than you could believe it
Back and forth, trying to get even
We just push ourselves deeper and deeper down the snake pit of demons
Self hatred mausoleum, you can't make me feel better
Self hatred when I see you trying to make me feel better
I'm really sorry, baby, I'm just different in my brain
And my headspace is dark, lightning bugs up in my heart
So loving me is kind of hard, fly up through the sky
Shoot up fire to my blunt and then I start to feel alright
Jet fuel in my liver, throw up fire from my stomach
Drank the first bottle down and stumble around, but I ain't done yet
Grab the second bottle, neck it, taste like nothing 'cause I'm fucked up
Shanez, you look different, I'm on drugs again, I'm sucked up
Momma say I smell like a campfire when I come home
So I ain't trying to go back home, this Percocet will keep me warm