[Verse 1]
I'm wearing my mother's sweater
Mustard yellow in December
Hoping that this doesn't last too long
Paint dries quicker than this song
I'm living off camomile and Xanax
It feels much better just to say this
[Chorus]
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be awake wondering why
I don't wanna stay up all night
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be awake wondering why
I don't wanna stay up all night
I don't wanna be alive
[Verse 2]
My mind runs faster than a racehorse
I don't know what it does this for
I broke myself in the midnight
While I cried
[Chorus]
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be awake wondering why
I don't wanna stay up all night
I don't wanna be alive
camomile. was written by Schwarzie.
Schwarzie released camomile. on Sun Aug 12 2018.