cam’s thoughts ^ _ ^

[Intro: sn8kebytez]
I said I love you (sn8kebytez)
But I'm really not sure now
I said I want you but I don’t think I'm pure now
Could say I hate you but it really won't work out
So I’ll keep quiet, shout it out through this song now

[Verse 1: sn8kebytez]
Lyin' through my teeth
Been trippin' over my feet
Been so stressed that all I focus on’s weed
You say a lot of shit, and it’s never adding up
Tryna get shit through to you’s like taking adderall
I'm sorry, did I say something mean again?
Did I split my tongue and overthink my sentences?
Should I cut myself to apologize to them?
Should I keep my wrists covered up in bandages?

[Chorus: sn8kebytez]
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

[Verse 2: sn8kebytez]
My phone never lights up, they never wan’ text
All the people around me say I'm a pain in the ass
I cover my face because they hate me in class
I don’t think I belong here, I'm a talentless mess
Tryna focus on my studies so I graduate
I don’t listen to the gossip cause it’s extra weight
I can’t let bullshit get in my way
I really hate my life but I'll push through it today

[Chorus: sn8kebytez]
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

[Interlude: Cameron Reid, sn8kebytez, Diego Hernandez Ordonez]
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah (You're ghetto)
Don't call me ghetto, even though I am (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Don't call me ghetto (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah (Oh you a- You're saying you are)
I'm from South- (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
I'm from Florence, South Carolina (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Of course I'm ghetto (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah (Yeah, we can tell)
I'm not ghetto (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
I'm not ghetto- (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Ghetto but I can't get ghetto (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah (He's ghetto)

[Verse 3: Cameron Reid]
Got a shit-ton of anxiety
And I'mma fill my bag with it
Paternal family ties got me self-destructive
My cariño is a bitch and the other one lied
And I walk through school like I'm not about to die
And I just want my thoughts to go on and cease
Hop on a plane just to see my baby
Don't dictate my personal life
Don't give me strife
And don't yap your shits about me
Her white privilege do too much
And no one gave a fuck about my thoughts
Can we spawn a piano and give me a little crush?
'Cause what the fuck am I living for? (yo)

[Chorus: sn8kebytez & Cameron Reid]
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

[Outro: Keith Silverstein, Kaiji Tang, sn8kebytez]
Oh, right (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Hmm? (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Who was this someone you said I reminded you of?
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Hmm, myself of course (Ah-ah-uh-ah)
(Ahh-uh-uh-uh)
Tell me, Dazai (All alone in my head)
Why is it you wish to die? (Waking up in my bed)
Let's turn that question around (Wasting all of my breath)
Is there really any value to this thing we call living?