CAM

Comatose
I wish I talked to my brother more
I wish I called my mother on the phone
I had the guts to be there for her
I should know I don't get goodbyes
You've been the same since dad died
Feel like my demon looks me in the eyes
I've been askin' it to take my life

I'm not one to break
But if feels like nobody fuckin' care about me
And cus I'm on the brink I've been twistin' things
Make it all about me
I don't wanna fake it, I keep feelin' fake
I don't wanna drink
But I'll drink myself to death if I can stop from feelin' unsafe
I feel unsafe with myself
Look me in the face, with myself
I feel unsafe with myself
Put me in the grave with myself

I'm sorry for
The things I know we never talk about
For bein' selfish like everyone else
Hurts in my chest when I leave you out

Overdose
I think it's time I maybe ask myself
I wanna know exactly how it feels
I wanna know exactly how it feels

I'm not one to break
But if feels like nobody fuckin' care about me
And cus I'm on the brink I've been twistin' things
Make it all about me
I don't wanna fake it, I keep feelin' fake
I don't wanna drink but I'll drink myself to death if I can stop from feelin' unsafe
I feel unsafe with myself
Look me in the face, with myself
I feel unsafe with myself
Put me in the grave with myself