Calm

I don't even know where to start this
Wanna see light not darkness
Wanna do good not bad things
I can't believed we lasted, last week I lost my aunt, its fucked
When you get older, things get harder and harder
My mum just called said don't take normal things for granted

Ain't life a bastard, I wanna change but changing's hard cos
I still do music, still get by, still write and I work in the barber's
I wanna learn 'bout life, it's hard to
All things have an ending though
Don't know what the past proves
But all good things end in hope
And they don't feel wasted
So when I wake up I'm feeling kind of good
And I felt like this for ages
Sometimes the sun light shines on wasted people
I can't be one of them waiting, I can't see none of them changing
I don't really know who's made it
I dont really care who's famous
I don't even know what my aim is
To be totally honest I miss you still and have done for ages
I've gotta move on, that's life though, ain't it?
I wanna do more things this year, see more places
I wanna do things right now, I don't know about waitin'
I guess I got to be patient but still
Thinkin' of you, close your eyes and think of the things that you do
Wanna know why not how
Send pictures but can't picture it's you

Yeah
I know this girl that still plays hard to get
That won't work round here, I'll just forget
You act like you're real but that's pretend
Sometimes wish you could come back again
Man its hard, I wanna know why but I can't
I gotta make choices, make some changes, you can't be all of my bars
Know what I mean?
I'm sat there like stones on the beach
Got problems
They got thrown in the sea, been here for days but I roll with the weeks and
I don't really know what I need
I'm cool but sometimes know when I speak that it's not always like this
Took me real but I know 'bout timin'
I know that I should, it's a shame I'm trying
I know that I'm good for my age, I'm writing still
I ain't never lied in tracks
I ain't never tried, I'm real
Sometimes life gets mad
Sometimes life gets real
Trust me, done things and been round the country
I know where my home is, I know I'm comfy