Calls

[Intro: Eighteen01]

(Medicine)
(again)

[Hook: Eighteen01]

Decline my loved ones calls
Because I’m not even ready
To be loved at all
Missed three days of my medicine (medicine)
Was finally able to cry again (again)

[Verse: Eighteen01]

Always reachin’ for some peace of mind
Always doin’ the most
So I can be feelin’ right
Tryna crawl out of the dark
And into the light
But it’s too far
I’m too deep
Don’t know who I am
Don’t know who we are
I just wish I knew, but I

[Hook: Eighteen01]

Decline my loved ones calls
Because I’m not even ready
To be loved at all
Missed three days of my mеdicine (medicine)
Was finally ablе to cry again (again)

[Verse: Prayers]

I told my friends I’m a mess
I play it over again
I’m seeing faces in shadow
And all your (?) in my head
But we just playin’ pretend
Was it somethin’ that I said?
There’s a sickness inside of me
It just fills me with dread
They don’t know me
They see the things I do
Would you set me free
If I asked you to?
There’s so much I don’t know
Why’s it always so cold?
There’s so much I don’t know
Why’s it always so cold?

[Hook: Eighteen01]

Decline my loved ones calls
Because I’m not even ready
To be loved at all
Missed three days of my medicine (medicine)
Was finally able to cry again (again)