calliope is talking about hardships with being bipolar , not wanting to live the everyday 9-5 jobs ,and lastly acknowledging that change starts within .
Walkin' down the street , with my A-K , no I got no A-K
But I got like 10 jays ... smoking piles
Everybody going for the 9-5 pay day
Shit just seems like i'll never be that way
On the other side , I got this battle with my mind
Im going full ballistic and i`m still ain't gettin` signs
I should go and find a reason and believe me that i'm trying
I'm looking for my heaven on earth , but hell is calling
All hell is breaking loose ... when i'm on the run
The manic episode got me lookin at the sun , i'm like
I'm goin for the gun , i'm goin for the gun
Cause I need to pull some triggers to make shit fun
It's better to burn out , than fade away
And i'm talking`bout my life , this ain't no play
This ain't no play , I should go away
I need to go the harder way for a better day
Shimmy shimmy ya shimmy ye shimmy ye
I dont know how that shit goes , I don't got nothing to say
They say going out of town is what will kill us all today
But i'm tryna' earn some money , so everybody stay away
I got my whisky ... I got my drank
I'm goin risky , imma go to the bank
I might go around ... and bazooka the tank
Unpredictable creature , i got more than two fangs
Nothing`s gonna change if your ass won't change
Im using benzos , alcohol ,speedies to maintain
They say life is a balance i'm only 21
But i'm running like a stallion ,I should have brought my gun ( i ain't have no gun ..)
But when it's all coming to me
I can feel , I can see ... who i'll be
Who I need and which keys
Who I don't and which needs
Who I will and which seeds
Who I am and who ill feed
But for now i need some breeze ye
Calliope was written by מודל 99' (VVV).
Calliope was produced by מודל 99' (VVV).
מודל 99' (VVV) released Calliope on Sat Dec 19 2020.
Calliope is the first song that gave me the idea to start a project and try to change myself through music … cause after all music has always been there for me .
it was in the shelf for a lot of time and i didnt knew what do with it .
I just knew i had to make it a part of something more vital .
I a...