Calling Collect

Getting up is the hardest thing for me to do tonight
Never seem to find the right words to say
"I'm okay," it's the only one that stumbles out of my mouth
Finding a foothold so I can see, it's not too easy
Help myself?
Help yourself to me
Trying to ask you
What's the right thing to do?

I've been set up yet again
I can't see you anyway

Yeah, I know that I'll wake up feeling the exact same way
So should I help myself?
Help yourself to me
I can't explain my own thoughts in my own voice
This isn't my choice
Well I can see it's not too easy
It's just another day spent wrapped up
Or just trapped up in my own mind again
Is that the plan?
I'm trying to ask you
What's the right thing to do?

I've been set up yet again
I can't see you anyway
If you try me now
I won't go, I won't go