Call me monster

I don’t want you to think i still love you
I don’t really wanna think that i do
Maybe that’s the reason i ignore you
So don’t tell me now don’t tell me you do

You can tell me if you find me too much
You can run but i would rather just watch
Thought we’re good but now i’m scared of your touch
So i’ve been lying to ya
Call me whatever you want

You can call me monster
Coz i’ve been so so mean to ya
So you can tell me it’s real
But i don’t even feel the same
Anymore anymore

You can call me out, push me down, drag me under
You can call me out coz all along i’ve been a liar
Yeah i said i lied coz i’m a fake
So you can call me whatever
You can call me

Keep a distance five feet
No sleep with you in my dreams
Creeping ‘round on me, am i your living fantasy?
Pulled my heart out of my chest
Tryna make myself forget - i

So you can call me whatever you want
Coz every time you look i jump the gun
I can’t be the only one
Want to do completely nothing with ya
So i’ve been lying to you

You can call me monster
Coz i’ve been so so mean to ya
So you can tell me it’s real
But i don’t even feel the same
Anymore anymore

You can call me out, push me down, drag me under
You can call me out coz all along i’ve been a liar
Yeah i said i lied coz i’m a fake
So you can call me whatever
You can call me monster

You gave me nothing but a way
To save me from my heart aches
In one two three seconds
You’ll forget
That i’ve been so so mean to ya
All the lies i said to ya

You can call me monster
Coz i’ve been so so mean to ya
You can tell me it’s real
But i don’t even feel the same

You can call me out, push me down, drag me under (Anymore)
You can call me out coz all along i’ve been a liar (Anymore)
Yeah i said i lied coz i’m a fake (Anymore)
So you can call me whatever
You can call me monster