Caffeine Dreams

With tired eyes you fixate on the night
Were your caffeine dreams enough to sleep?
And I know you know the signs
Like a two way street to the stars gotta let em shine

Paint your eyes with crying implied
I know you want me to want you believe me I want to
But I'm hanging up the line

It was like chasing shores
Your the black keys in this symphony
When the tide is gone
And the fog rolls in
Close your eyes and smile
And baby let it in

And the world seems so damn fiеrce
When The tirеs point in the wrong direction
It's not perfection
Its just a reaction
To everything you fear

You're my curtain call
You're my nerve before a show
You're the heat from the lights
A feeling no one can know
And now the ache inside my chest
Feels like home
I'm walking on a thin line between what's right and what I know

I'm just sitting here building paper forts inside my mind
I'm sorry I can't get the nerve to knock on your apartment door
I know I left you feeling sad
And I must admit I'm not perfect
And I know I'm not as strong as I should be
But I can't stress enough that you mean the world to me

I think I'm lacking motivation
Or just simple characteristics
And I haven't ate or drank a thing
Except a weeks worth of frustrations
Because my head is in the clouds
And my egos representing
My heart went out the screen door
Face first into the bullshit

And I want to want you
And I want to hurt you

And the world seems so damn fierce
When The tires point in the wrong direction
It's not perfection
Its just a reaction
To everything you fear

You're my curtain call
You're my nerve before a show
You're the heat from the lights
A feeling no one can know
And now the ache inside my chest
Feels like home
I'm walking on a thin line between what's right and what I know

Between what's right and what I know