​by yourself

[Verse 1]
Never been the one to just mess up, but in a way I do
Maybe I could die in a wreck, your memories the ones I lose
Talking shit, you hold onto your tongue
Throw a fit, yeah, hurting in your lungs
You a misfit, acting like you dumb
But you're making music by yourself

[Chorus]
I want you to mess me up, make me not myself
You've been acting strange too much, maybe you can tell
I don't wanna talk too much, living in a hell
Just fucking tell me why I'm the one who fell

[Verse 2]
No shit, I'ma talk to you
I got you on my mind just like all of yesterday
I don't know why I'm walking through
All of this self-made hell, yeah, it's got the best of me
Dust in my head, gotta clean it
Thoughts in my texts, I don't mean it
Homesick, scared of losing you
But I know it's okay, I don't need to know too much

[Chorus]
I want you to mess me up, make me not myself
You've been acting strange too much, maybe you can tell
I don't wanna talk too much, living in a hell
Just fucking tell me why I'm the one who fell
I want you to mess me up, make me not myself (Make me not myself, oh no, oh no)
You've been acting strange too much, maybe you can tell (Woah, woah, maybe you can tell)
I don't wanna talk too much, living in a hell (Got me living in a hell)
Just fucking tell me why I'm the one who fell (I'm the one who fell)