(I′m sorry, I'm not leaving. I′m going back to the chapel.)
(No! You'll die!)
(But I have to.)
(No, you don't. There is no reason for you to go back there. You′re gonna die.)
(Then I will.)
What am I supposed to do?
What are they going to say?
If they only really knew
Can you hear me now?
When I′m telling you
I'm on the row
Another day
Condemned this day
Every time I say
When I want this pain
Will you understand me
Will you please give to me
My needs corrupt me
And it sentences me eternally
But I want to leave this place of reasoning
Got something inside me
Tear apart reality
Would I ever hear my innermost fears
Break open
Inside my head
My innermost fears
Break open inside my head
My innermost fears
(Break open)
(Heaven is a universe, but so is hell
When God cast me from the heavens I vowed
One day I would become more powerful than He
Every soul I take strengthens me one hundredfold
Every life I destroy lays claim to one more piece of heaven.)
(What am I supposed to do?)
(What am I supposed to say?)
(What is missing inside me?)
(Am I supposed to die?)
My place of insanity
Will it rescue me?
But now it′s time
I don't want to see what you′ve done to me
If I ask you why
Would you tell a lie
Or must I search inside
Until I find what's been broken inside my head
What am I supposed to do?
What are they going to say?
If they only really knew
Can you hear me now?
When I′m telling you
I'm on the row
Another day
Condemned this day
Every time I say
When I want this pain
Will you understand me
Will you please give to me
My needs corrupt me
And it sentences me eternally
But I want to leave this place of reasoning
Got something inside me
Tear apart reality
Would I ever hear my innermost fears
? was written by Evan Ford & Isreal Caraballo & Susan Smith & T.V. Smith.