buzzkill

[Verse 1: Tragic Hero]
Sleeping on the plane
Living on the road
Got no time to waste
Sorry, gotta go
Lights on the stage
I'll be on my way
Life is what you make
But I've made mistakes
Things that I prayed for
Might not come alive
Counting all the grays
Numbers never lie
Only heaven knows
And it's all my fault
Sold my innocence
You don't even know, oh oh
Can't close these eyelids, hmm
There's souls I'm tied with, hmm
These waves get violent, hmm
These waves get (Flooded)
Ok I'm sitting on the beach where it never rains
Haunted by the memories and I can't escape
So I drink up to the point that it numb the pain
No matter what I do, they never go away
Spent too many days trying to be a rock star
I would trade it all in heartbeat

[Chorus]
I've been all alone
Please don't envy me
This ain't what I want
Who sold me these dreams
Ok I move in different speeds
So don't get too close
She said, "Keep that energy
When I call your phone"
I've been all alone
Please don't envy me
This ain't what I want
Who sold me these dreams

[Break]
Who sold me these dreams
Who sold me these dreams
Who sold me these dreams

[Verse 2]
Ok miss me
You might miss me
Move, big speed
I don't feel at ease
I feel like nobody gets me
Marathon running the distance
Climbing my way back up now
Just to go down in history (Facts)
What is time to something timeless
I flow Toyota purple Hondas
I'm turning comas into commas
I looked at the future and said where you at
You ubered and taxi to get where you at
I've been running alone with my heart in my hand
And I'm losing this blood so there's no going back
Man don't give me a reason
Sitting in my room
Practising for interviews, pickin' interludes
The epitome of never tryna lose, unforgettable
Through the
Rain, snow, sleet, hail
L ain't got a watch
Man My heart will stop beating
Second that I stop, aye
I don't have a pot to piss in
Working harder with no gimmicks
See my momma told me different
Trust in God with all your visions
I'm moving the hands, steady
Both hands praying, heavy
My time wasn't then but it's now
I don't think you ready

[Outro]
Clear blue skies and violets
I prefer this garden
Don't be sad lil' baby
Something heavy's weighing
As I face these open waters
I sank to the bottom
Take my time in the silence
Take my time but I know
But you know that I go back (Hmm)
Back and forth in this dream
Coming up when I wanna breathe air (Air, air)
I don't even feel safe, don't even want to lay down
These nights alone, praying nothing go wrong (Ahh)
Cause I don't even feel rain in the storm
I know that I'm not alone
Wishing I could see a sky turn into a road
And I'm moving toward a light that I've never seen
You been with me all this time riding all along (Ahhh)
I know that I'm not alone
Wishing I could see a sky turn into a road
And I'm moving toward a light that l've never seen
You been with me all this time in this waterfall