but i dont wanna fear death

Baby you should touch me
That would be real lovely
I take all these drugs and you wish for my recovery
Roughly, i remember when you called me ugly
Girl, i see you like an angel
But you’re not above me
My special place really wishes you would love me
Touch me in special places
Baby, i’m so rusty
Girl, i’m a lover boy
I’m not really lusty
Lust over feelings in my heart, it feels so dusty
Dusty and cracking like a rock, it’s so crusty
Crust over, spill into my cracks — i wanna breathe you
You take all this time away, it’s getting hard to read you
I hate this fucking feeling that i really, really need you
I need you
Baby, i don’t wanna lead you on or mislead you
Baby, you’re so far away, i really, really wanna see you
Sometimes i look at old pictures that we drew
You cut your fucking arms, you make me wanna bleed too
New, fresh cuts made these feelings make their debut
Eyes closed shut, and i’m sorry that i dated you