But better.

I let out a laugh
When I saw the window cracked
I pried it open
But you pulled me back inside
Said "Life's not kind"
I want to try

Let it hit like a fist in the face
At recess in the first grade
And while blood pours out my nose
I won’t try to stop it

It feels like I'm waiting for something amazing
That might not ever come
It feels like I'm waiting for something amazing
But will it ever come

There’s something in my closet
Laughing at me
I'll never love it
Without it I could fall asleep
And fear's not a comfort
I think it's killing me
I want to live my life
But better
I'll face everything
I want to live my life
But better

I'm tired of waiting