Bury My Thoughts

Sitting with an empty vessel
Suspended in the thought of disbelief again
Stuck staring at the ceiling pretending
I'm someone that I might never be

Should I bury my thoughts
Or let them choke me out
Feels like I'm failing I can't see
The world as it burns around me
Get me back to reality again

Trapped in a single moment
Repeating endlessly
I feel I'm sinking
Stuck staring at the ceiling pretending
That this is all a means to an end
When will it end

Should I bury my thoughts
Or let them choke me out
Feels like I'm failing I can't see
The world as it burns around me
Get me back to reality

Afraid of taking chances
I'm begging just to see some change
Slipping through my fingers
Is it always gonna be this way
Impatient waiting for the day
I get my head on straight
I can't remember anything
All I feel is suffering
Focused on the imperfections
They're staring back at me again
Consuming me until I am them

Sitting with an empty vessel
Suspended in the thought of disbelief again
Stuck staring at the ceiling pretending
I'm someone that I might never be

Should I bury my thoughts
Or let them choke me out
Feels like I'm failing I can't see
The world as it burns around me
Get me back to reality again
I thought I'd already be dead
Waging the war that's in my head
Get me back
Get me back
Get me back again