BURNINGOUT

[Verse 1]
I'm burning out, oh gosh
Art block coming fast
This new year has changed everything
Burning out without a reason for how or why
Getting tired talking to people I usually enjoy
I don't hate you, I promise, I'm just drained
Going into that phase again, I just promised I wouldn't
Social battery can't barely get full again
Feel like I'm becoming selfish everyday
Heavy hearted as soon as I wake up
So many regrets and mistakes I remember
You won't ever see the real me
I'm sorry for making you feel unwanted
But is karma coming back for me?
I feel I'm losing myself everyday, becoming someone new
I don't like this change too much, what if they don't want me?
I'm worried about what others think about me
I'm burning out once again (Someone save me please)
I can't do this again, suffocating because I'm burning out
I feel the pressure coming back to me
Can't talk to my big bro anymore
I feel I might put too much on him so let's keep it in
Keep it in 'til I blow up once again
I'm burning out, so be patient with me
Less and less active and talking a lot less
You won't notice if I'm being so happy
"The happiest people are the most saddest"
It finally makes sense to me

[Verse 2]
So many things unfinshed
Life's just getting started this can't be my end?
I hope I make it past 16 (I'm burning out)
Hair in drain as stress once again
Wallowing in my self-pity