Burning Lights

The hardest thing I had to do was leave you
I guess she really wasn't the one
Tell me, was that love?
Don't want to get attached
To someone else and get let down
One moment I might like you and the next I'm out
I distance myself because I don't know myself

All I know is getting high
And burning lights right in my eyes
It's obvious that things aren't fine
But all I do is say I'm fine
I can't feel like I once did
I barely feel shit
If you love me, why would you do that?
If you hate me, you could really prove that

Baby, I think I'm having a nightmare
It's crazy because I think I died there
Oh my god it's getting to my head
The stress I can't take it
Every little thing I swear I fuckin' ruin it
I could really ruin her yeah
Things will never work
So burn me till we through with it

The hardest thing I had to do was leave you
I guess she really wasn't the one
Tell me, was that love?
Don't want to get attached
To someone else and get let down
One moment I might like you
And the next I'm out
I distance myself because I don't know myself

All I know is getting high
And burning lights right in my eyes
It's obvious that things aren't fine
But all I do is say I'm fine
I can't feel like I once did
I barely feel shit
If you love me, why would you do that?
If you hate me, you could really prove that

I think I've fallen in love with misery
Baby, what do you see when you look at me?
I know it's been so long
I just need to write one more song
I need to get through this somehow
Get fucked up and I black out
Smoke my life away I don't care now
I feel like a ghost I haven't been around