​buried alive

[Intro: blxty]
Oh, uh-oh, oh-oh
Oh, uh-oh, oh-oh
Wide awake in my room
I cry 'til noon

[Verse 1: blxty]
Don't know what I could do
You hate me, I hate me too
It's all that I can think about
Bury me alive
I'm suffering in silence
Gouging out my eyes
'Cause I see what you are
I see who you were
I know it's gonna hurt me
I stutter all my words

[Interlude: blxty & mental]
I am falling ([?])
Hear you calling (You tore my heart into pieces, you tore my heart to shreds)
Help ([?])
([?])
You're in my head ([?], I try to stomach it)
([?])
(I break away, I'm wonderin' how to love again)
You're in my (I break away, I'm wonderin' how to love again)

[Verse 2: mental]
And I keep missing
And now these nights feel alone
I turn the lights off and slip away
And I don't know where to go
You said that none of this matters
So if I shatter my bones
You wouldn't care about a single piece, I'm so alone
Bury me until it's hard to breathe
I'm sorry, but I'm not good at apologies
Those words you say to me, you should just stab my arteries
Those words I try to say can't even stay a part of me
I feel you watchin' me like you should give your heart to me
Love made from memories and you've forgotten all of me
It's probably my fault and your fault I start to scream
I'm scared to know the truth, it's just a lot for me
It's okay to lie, I don't need your honesty