Burden

[Chorus: Ileigha]
I've been looking for you, yeah I've been searching
Just wanna talk awhile
I don't wanna burden you, and
The pain I feel, yeah I've been hurting
When I'm not with I don't feel like I'm a person no more

[Verse 1: Whitney]
I'm just a ghost now, just a ghost now
My home is lonely and it's looking like a ghost town
I don't feel like this is real life
Gotta tell me straight, what's the deal?
I never knew what commitment meant
Now I'm here tryna fix this mess
Every night I close my eyes and I pretend that you're in this bed
You swear to god that I'm unfaithful, I swear to God that I am
That's a lot of swearing that's why I'm cursed
But I deserve it because back before you
I wasn't a perfect person and I can see why you would think I'd do you dirty
I've earned that reputation
I've burned that many bridges I know I learned my lesson
It hurt me when I did it
We don't talk, I think you changed your number
The last we saw each other, I can't really remember
I was mistaken when I said it would get better
Now I'm sittin' here in limbo but I know I'll wait forever

[Chorus: Ileigha]
I've been looking for you, yeah I've been searching
Just wanna talk awhile
I don't wanna burden you, and
The pain I feel, yeah I've been hurting
When I'm not with I don't feel like I'm a person no more

[Verse 2: Hard Target]
Now I pray that she might call back
While I'm sitting in an empty room
Staring at a blank TV and a cigarette burns and I sit and reminisce about you, about your truth and about your lies, if you really cared
You would be here now but instead, I am trapped in a room by my goddamn self and I'm praying I might not get out, but I know
That I can't and I know that I won't
Saying what you feel but I know you don't
You can take my life, you can break my heart
But I swear this time, this time I'm gone
I just came to talk but you hanging up, I guess everything it just ain't enough, You say something and you take it back
I'm not sure what to make of this
About that guy, be with him
Tell him everything that you told me too
Tell him that it means everything in the world to you
The same bullshit you put me through, maybe
I'm a burden, no I'm not perfect
I said that I loved you and I meant every word of it
But you turn me out and then walked away
I guess this is why I just called to say that

[Chorus: Ileigha]
I've been looking for you, yeah I've been searching
Just wanna talk awhile
I don't wanna burden you, and
The pain I feel, yeah I've been hurting
When I'm not with I don't feel like I'm a person no more

[Verse 3: Whitney]
I've thought about it, you ain't perfect
Matter of fact, we're the same person, I'm
Fucked up, you're fucked up, it's in my head like a brain surgeon
I can't take anybody who claims I'm the one to blame
This all feels outta body, get chills when I hear your name
Can we talk about it, be about it, put it up online, let 'em read about it, I don't care what they thinkin', can't picture me without ya, you got this glow about you, it looks like gold around you, but who needs riches if you see the sum that we amount to
No bank account could take us out, we priceless
I love you, then I hate you, then I love you
I might switch back and forth but you're my future
I'm a psychic, if you don't know what I'm thinkin' listen up because it's like this

[Chorus: Ileigha]
I've been looking for you, yeah I've been searching
Just wanna talk awhile
I don't wanna burden you, and
The pain I feel, yeah I've been hurting
When I'm not with I don't feel like I'm a person no more