Bunnydeath

I'm... so lost
And I'm... lacking in purpose
I'm... so disconnected
And I'm... well, I'm apathetic

Hey, I want to feel your heart... beating next to mine
It's the only thing... that brings me any joy, anymore
I'm... so dependent
I'm... not a person

People are gross and people are weird
I wanna be cute, I wanna be queer
But how in the fuck can I heathily cope
With craving the impossible?

My body's too big, I think too much
I'm happy when I'm small, when I shut my brain off
It's a thrist that I can barely quench
I got my sex desires from the internet

It's all normalized within my soul
To be one with fantasy would be my goal
I just wish that I didn't have a life
All these chemicals just cause me strife

I just wanna bleed, I just wanna cry
I wanna give my life to a kindred mind
Who'll know me well, who'll threat me right
Who knows I'm not a part of the humankind

He said "What's your deal with bunnies?"
I asked do you have something against bunnies?

I know it's hard to understand
Every waking day I don't feel human
It's like a mismatch in my biology
My own flesh feels like an anomaly

I don't wanna be she I just wanna be it
There must've been a mistake when they made me like this
Now I have to deal with the consequences
Who signed off on my birth? I did not consent

Sometimes I just wanna die
There are days that I just wanna die
I want to die in the arms of a lover
I want to die at the hands of a lover

Is there something wrong with wanting this?
Your final moments in sadomasochistic bliss
Give myself to someone who understands
What I went through and what I have to stand

Why don't you take me to paradise?
Why don't you take me to paradise?
There's no such thing as paradise
There's no such thing as paradise

Please choke me out until I rise
There's no such thing as paradise
Please cut me up, don't let me survive
There's no such thing as paradise

There's no such thing as paradise
There's no such thing as paradise
There's no such thing as paradise
There's no such thing as paradise
There's no such thing as paradise
There's no such thing as paradise
There's no such thing as paradise
There's no such thing as paradise

He said "What's your deal with bunnies?"
I asked do you have something against bunnies?
Or do you just have something against me?
Just be honest if you fucking hate me!

Or do you just love hatefucking me?
Do I take your abuse like a good puppy?
You know I love the way you push me
Until I'm left without any speech

Let's escape ourselves tonight!
Let's escape ourselves tonight!
Let's escape ourselves tonight!
Let's escape ourselves tonight!
Let's escape ourselves tonight!
Let's escape ourselves tonight!
Let's escape ourselves tonight!
Let's escape ourselves tonight!