Bummertown

[verse]
4th of july
Watch the fireworks by myself
You see them up in the sky?
They're all for myself
I sit back and wonder where my life is
I spent too many days living lifeless
I've been feeling timeless
Just like lenin's body
Don't invite me to the party
I'd just ruin it
I do stupid shit
Stupid kids
Thoughts are morbid and they're morphing him
Into different person
I've felt lonely my whole fucking life
Searching for a place to feel in place, but i never find
I'm scared of time passing by in ways i couldn't live life
Tears don't fall from my eyes
These days i want a spotlight
"but who's house is this? who's mind is this?"
It's none of our business
I spent too much time regressing feelings i've become numb
I end up chasing everything i run from
I quit wanting to feel now i want to feel something
People feel that way and get fucked up
The suns up

[orchestral instrumental]

[beat change: AM/PM]

[verse]
AM to PM
I do it every weekend
What do you expect I'm just freaking
Dreaming every night about everything i'm seeing
The way that i'm moving you would think i'm leaving
I have trouble breathing
Breathe in, breathe out
The world look different
I hope they can't see what's wrong with me
I feel like nothing will ever help me
And it's a scary feeling I share with only me
I should get out the house, find some help

[outro]
All i ever wanted was to feel in place
Now the world's about to end, i don't show my face
Ohhhh