​bummer

[Verse 1]
Looking in the mirror
My reflection got me triggered
You say that I'm looking pretty
I swear that I'm getting thinner
I think it must be obvious
I can't hear the compliments
Just feeling shitty
Think that everyone's oblivious

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm hoping by the summer
I won't be feeling like I do
Sometimes I wonder
Will it always be a bummer? Yeah

[Chorus]
There are times I wish that I was somebody else
Pretending I'm okay but, shit, I'm hating myself
Maybe I'm like everybody else
In between the smiles, I'm here in hell
I'm hating myself

[Post-Chorus]
Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba
I'm hating myself
Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba
I'm hating myself

[Verse 2]
Seeing a psychiatrist
Hoping I can get this fixed
Ask if I'm okay
I say, "No, not even a little bit"
Feels like I'm inhibited
Permanent piece of shit
Please just tell me anyway
That everything will be okay

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm hoping by the summer
I won't be feeling like I do
Sometimes I wonder
Will it always be a bummer? Yeah

[Chorus]
There are times I wish that I was somebody else
Pretending I'm okay but, shit, I'm hating myself
And maybe I'm like everybody else
In between the smiles, I'm here in hell
I'm hating myself

[Post-Chorus]
Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba
I'm hating myself
Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba
I'm hating myself

[Bridge]
They say I'm being too cautious, sick too often
Maybe it's nothing
Change the topic 'til it's all forgotten
But I think it's common

[Refrain]
Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba
I'm hating myself
Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba
I'm hating myself

[Chorus]
There are times I wish that I was somebody else
Pretending I'm okay but shit I'm hating myself
And maybe I'm like everybody else
In between the smiles, I'm here in hell
I'm hating myself

[Outro]
Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba
I'm hating myself
Ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba