Bullet Train

I came to on a bullet train
Barely able to hold open my eyes
My head swam, vision came slowly
Then darkness gave way to light
The world went racing by
But where the fuck was I?

From the windows seat the tree line moves slower
Than the foreground the further I get away
Sometimes I kid myself into believing
That when I leave that my life waits for me
That's not the way it is

I lost count and so I started scratching days into the walls
Till my hands bled
My hеart broke when the fеatures of your face faded away from memory

I won't forget you, if it's the last thing that I ever do
I won't forget you
I left a kiss upon your headstone
My last smoke, a flask on the off chance that you find your way back

Foreign bars and time zones
I found my way by candle light
I don't know my way home
If I found my way would you recognize me?
The years wore never kind
That's just the way it goes

I lost track and so I started scratching names into my arms till my hands bled
I lost hope when features of your face faded away from memory