[Verse 1]
I started to party properly when I was fifteen
Unpopular probably stumbled through in my ripped jeans
Four in the morning you call and tell me I'm boring
You need a night like this
Stoned as fuck
Just like the way you left me
I'm still crashing at my parent's house
I'm well in my twenties
I'm looking for advice
I'll listen if you let me
I need a night like this
[Chorus]
Your hold
Surrounds me
But you cannot grow old when your mind is lost at sea
So keep me
In your mind
Well don't forget the love we had
This wasn't a goodbye
You took a bullet for the pain to escape
[Verse 2]
I'm called to the curtain
Burning sensation in my chest
What is my purpose?
Is it worth it to keep fighting this?
Feel like a burden
But only because I'm hurting
I miss the nights like this
I take the D line to the bottle shop
Open now it's bottoms up
Tell me that I need to stop
Get a grip you're old enough
Heavy and over the top
Senseless when molly's my rock
Tell me all you know about breathing
[Chorus]
Your hold
Surrounds me
But you cannot grow old when your mind is lost at sea
So keep me
In your mind
Well don't forget the love we had
This wasn't a goodbye
You took a bullet for the pain to escape
[Post Chorus]
Bullet to
Bullet to
Bullet to escape
Bullet to
Bullet to escape
You took a bullet to
Bullet to
Bullet to escape
Bullet to
Bullet to escape
[Bridge]
How could you be so fucking selfish
I know that you couldn't help it
If you were big enough to know that we could have dealt with it
Try to understand
Or begin to comprehend
The reason that you needed a night like this to end
[Chorus]
Your hold (bullet to, bullet to, bullet to escape)
Surrounds me (bullet to, bullet to escape)
But you cannot grow old when your mind is lost at sea (you took a bullet to, bullet to, bullet to escape, bullet to, bullet to escape)
So keep me
In your mind
Well don't forget the love we had
This wasn't a goodnight
This wasn't a goodbye
This wasn't a goodbye
This wasn't a goodbye