BUCK FEVER

[VERSE I]

I'm Lucifer's bastard
But my momma's a saint
Tried to go back
But the devil complained
Running from my thoughts
But that's always in vein
I tried to warm up
But I'm still in the rain
You do this for the fame
And I do it for my mental
When I'm gone, baby
Don't get sentimental
I don't wanna be alone
'Cuz I don't wanna be myself
I don't really wanna smoke
But I don't care about my health

[Chorus]

I'll just bury myself in the screen of my computer
I try to be cool but I'm still just a loser
I fell in love, couldn't move, it's Medusa
Don't look, don't talk, 'cuz I'll do something wrong
Bottle up my feelings then release a new song
Meet up with my homies, take a hit from the bong
I've been goin' back and forth like a game of ping pong
'Till I bottle up my feelings and release a new song

[BRIDGE / VERSE II]

I've been lost for a while
And I can't find my way back
In my black trenchcoat
Carry ciggies in my bag
Don't think, don't speak
Don't talk to me
I stay lowkey
Don't notice me
'Till I loosen up my noose
And I'm accepting that I lose
It ain't no use
It's an endless loop
A big old circle
Of endless abuse
And I take it all out
On the shit I produce

[VERSE III]

The world's moving fast
And I cannot keep track
From ashes to ashes
I lay on my back
I can't go to heaven
Commited all seven
Alone in my room
Since I was eleven
I got demons in my mind
Telling me to fall behind
Can't wait to go to hell
To the room I designed
You make me go dumb
And it ain't my decision
I don't wanna be numb
I just wanna start livin'

[Chorus]

But I'll bury myself in the screen of my computer
I try to be cool but I'm still just a loser
I fell in love, couldn't move, it's Medusa
Don't look, don't talk, 'cuz I'll do something wrong
Bottle up my feelings then release a new song
Meet up with my homies, take a hit from the bong
I've been goin' back and forth like a game of ping pong
'Till I bottle up my feelings and release a new song