​bubblegum ॰°ₒ৹๐

[Verse]
Bubblegum hairdye
Sparkles for my nightlight
I'm afraid of night time
Do you know what art is
I think I'm tired
Of waking up in make up
Played a tough part now
Let me feel softly

Slow it down it's getting loud
I'm running out of lies to tell
Light my gas, say it's my fault
1 year sober, please don't test me
I break under any pressure
I give in, I crack, I stutter
Tell me how I am a burden
Talk enough, I'll agree

Walk away and slam the door
Mac & cheese, no ecstasy
Do my drugs so I'm not tempted
Hate the reflection at the end of a bottle
Lying on the floor
I don't wanna feel anymore
Shoеs by the door
Maybe I won't feel so torn

Take my word as scripturе, love me
You should be my one and only
I really don't wanna be home lonely
4am, my fingers yearn for you
Miss the feeling of your hair
Your clothes always being thrown everywhere
Maybe this is true despair
Bubblegum lingers in the air