​bruh im just tryna live

[Intro]
I-I-I wish life was better, I'm a mess, I'd do anything
I need a new girl, I wish she sent me a melody
It's a war in my head but I don't know what's wrong
This is not where I belong, you'll all miss me when I'm gone
I-I-I wish life was better, I'm on race to get to the end
I'm still in the past, I remember kissing with my friends
I'll still hold your hand, I don't care if you smell like cigarettes
I just wanna dance all night, forget everything
(I don't think you know me)
(Present day, present time)
(Hahaha)

[Chorus]
I'm not needing any luck, always having lots of fun
Chillin' in the back of the club, I'm 'bouta shoot it up
I don't care 'bout anyone, all these pills, they leave me dumb
She really think I'm the one, so addicted, worse than drugs
Yeah, they all laughing at my grave, laughing with them everyday
When I'm bored, I change my face, I don't ever run away
I just wanna see them die, I just wanna end their lives
I don't think it's crazy, I just do what makes me feel alive
I-I-I wish life was better, I'm a mess, I'd do anything
I need a new girl, I wish she sent me a melody
It's a war in my head but I don't know what's wrong
This is not where I belong, you'll all miss me when I'm gone
I-I-I wish life was better, I'm on race to get to the end
I'm still in the past, I remember kissing with my friends
I'll still hold your hand, I don't care if you smell like cigarettes
I just wanna dance all night, forget everything

[Verse]
Ha-ha-ha-hate my life, five stars on me
Getting high everyday, feeling like I'm in a dream
It doesn't matter, everybody actin' like they free
It doesn't matter, that's why no one wanna talk to me
Yeah, I see her all the time in my dreams, every night
Yeah, it makes me feel alright 'til I wake up, then I cry
All I wanna do is sleep, I don't wanna be alive
Everything too bright, that's why I don't go outside
A-a-always losing touch, leave me on the floor
Told me that she hate me but I know she want more
Got my thoughts on repeat, I know I said it before
Take a pill to go to sleep then I'm takin' two more
Now she cutting on me, I've never seen that before
It's like she proving she a freak, I don't need any more
Made me promise I won't leave but I know she got bored
Had to lie to myself, I don't care anymore

[Chorus]
I'm not needing any luck, always having lots of fun
Chillin' in the back of the club, I'm 'bouta shoot it up
I don't care 'bout anyone, all these pills, they leave me dumb
She really think I'm the one, so addicted, worse than drugs
Yeah, they all laughing at my grave, laughing with them everyday
When I'm bored, I change my face, I don't ever run away
I just wanna see them die, I just wanna end their lives
I don't think it's crazy, I just do what makes me feel alive
I-I-I wish life was better, I'm a mess, I'd do anything
I need a new girl, I wish she sent me a melody
It's a war in my head but I don't know what's wrong
This is not where I belong, you'll all miss me when I'm gone
I-I-I wish life was better, I'm on race to get to the end
I'm still in the past, I remember kissing with my friends
I'll still hold your hand, I don't care if you smell like cigarettes
(I just wanna dance all night, forget everything)