Brother

[Verse 1: K. Sparks]
That's my brother
Never be another
Use to sip liquor bottles together
Then go to church on Sunday's that's my brother forever I mean
I wish that moment in time could last forever but
Things changed not the same bad weather huh
Grey skies is sky high can I die
I don't feel invisible like I use to
Wise man told me that excuses are useless
Especially you the only one receiving the bruises
You don't know my bruises you don't know his pain
Paranoid schizophrenic bi polar the brain
I try to numb all the pain
I just lost my mother
Little over a year later now I lost my brother huh

[Hook: Nas Sample]
For this dark cloud to follow
Cuz while it's over me it's too hard to see tomorrow
For this dark cloud to follow
Cuz while it's over me it's too hard to see tomorrow
For this dark cloud to follow
Cuz while it's over me it's too hard to see tomorrow
For this dark cloud to follow
Cuz while it's over me it's too hard to see tomorrow

[Verse 2: K. Sparks]
Now why your family come around since you dead yeah they still fronting
So done that I'm numb and I don't feel nothing
So don't text ya'll and don't call ya'll
Guess I'm all up in my feelings that's for all ya'll
Everybody so fake and I just think it's so great
That everybody go to church and work but then our own wait
We don't call when we ought to
To see if you sick or need some water
I spoke to Aunt Marie and I respect that
Now my only question now where the rest at
Uncle Stevie been there Nika yeah she been down
Everybody else up in they own world and they ain't around
And everybody know what I'm talking bout
Make sure to taste your words before you spit them out
Heartless guess that's what he felt alone up in the darkness
Ya'll made him comfortable right

[Hook: Nas Sample]
For this dark cloud to follow
Cuz while it's over me it's too hard to see tomorrow
For this dark cloud to follow
Cuz while it's over me it's too hard to see tomorrow
For this dark cloud to follow
Cuz while it's over me it's too hard to see tomorrow
For this dark cloud to follow
Cuz while it's over me it's too hard to see tomorrow

[Verse 3: K. Sparks]
Thats my brother now you one with the sun
I'm just tryna make you proud of the man I've become
Remember back in the days mommy and daddy up in Kansas
Your little brother now the big man on campus
Fam I'm conceiling and I'm lasting lessons
Staring at this ceiling fan while I'm asking questions
Like if I could of did more
My brothers keeper did I fail you to the core now that's wrong
Cuz I told by your side after momma had died
Even momma had cried I know a part of you died
So many battles me and you fought a lot of men
On the block i almost fist fought Solomon
I wanted you to know that I'd be there for you
No matter the diastase i'm always there for you
That's not heartless guess that's why you not alone up in the darkness
Cuz momma got you right

[Hook: Nas Sample]
For this dark cloud to follow
Cuz while it's over me it's too hard to see tomorrow
For this dark cloud to follow
Cuz while it's over me it's too hard to see tomorrow
For this dark cloud to follow
Cuz while it's over me it's too hard to see tomorrow
For this dark cloud to follow
Cuz while it's over me it's too hard to see tomorrow