Broken Vessels

Suppose be a leader but my brain ain't working right
They say it was a great  idea but I ain't even say it right
I could take time to just listen
And build some consistency
Or I could just delegate
Things that I'm not seeing clearly
They say all the leaders got followers
Who am I following
They say all the preachers got sheep who they feed for the teachings they speak
But who do I go to when I need a second to breath
Or am I not allowed to be in need
Or am I not about to be deceived. (No)

Cause I've just been a vessel for you
With all of my bumps and my bruises and all I'm crawling towards ya
Ive just been a vessel for you
With all of my question and issues all I'm coming for yA

Suppose to be a daddy but my son ain't doing good
Questioning things that I never taught him and I probably should
I could just take time to just listen and giving him so more attention
Instead I been working for money in the bank and food on the dishes
It's more than I can say my father did while I was growing up
It Crazy to know that I already grown enough when he started showing up
Bit who can I talk to when I need to know what to do
Tying bow ties is so foreign to one who can't teach him to tie his shoes

But I'll still be a vessel for you
With all of my bumps and my bruises and all I'm crawling towards ya
Lord I've just been a vessel for you
With all my question and issues all I'm coming for ya

What's next
You gotta pick me up?
I dont even know if I den did enough
This monkey on my back never getting up
I feel the weight of the world when I'm sitting up. (pick me up)
2x

But I'll still be a vessel for you
With all of my bumps and my bruises and all I'm crawling towards ya
I've just been a vessel for you
With all my question and issues all I'm coming for ya