​broken sequence

​cigarettes on my skin, but i don’t feel the burn
​he told me i’m the best, then he left me in the dirt
​and i know, if i play my cards right, i’ll be fine
​and i know, if i do what i’m told, i’ll make it through the night

​broken mirror hanging from the wall, i used to see worse
​and you don’t understand, these my thoughts that just reoccur
​and i don’t remember last night, everything was a blur
​i’d do anything to act right, to avoid you in your worst form