Broken Senses

Open windows
Blowing smoke to numb this roaring sea
Burning bridges
I'm far too weak to speak what i can’t see
Learning for you
Filling in my cracks and hoping please
I can please you
Just let me be your ocean, sky, and trees
And I know that you have given me more chances than I deserve
So forget this sacred ground where I saw heaven on the earth

I hate myself so fucking much
I wonder why the hell you still love me
Through broken senses, feel your touch
The memories of us are barely
Held together by our broken trust
Watching you decline and hurt for me
Even though our souls aren't close enough
My shattered heart is longing for company