Broken Language

[Verse 1]
I fell in love with her back in junior high
You assumed it right
No dress, suit and tie
For a happy groom and bride
I won't be scrutinized
This might not be polite
But I'm through with lies
I'm just tryna shed some light
I knew how I felt even when i was a punk
Back when i rhymed, i bmx bike off the jump
I knew what it was, didn't wanna be a chump
Cause if i told the other guys then they'd probably get me jumped
I hooked up with your friend, didn't give a shit
A 12 year old too concerned about his little dick
And where it was going, thank God it started growing
But that was just some foreshadowing
So nah, i won't belittle shit
I gotta live with it, and die with it too
A young man with regrets, ain't nothing new
Tryna fix something that's broken ain't much to do
Even if you never want nothing you got shit to lose

[Hook]
I wrote a million songs, and they all about you
Where did we go wrong, what did we go to
Cause all I’m hearing is screaming and yelling
And ain't no telling, why we so broken

[Verse 2]
I was coming out my skin when you gave it up to him
After all we went through and everywhere that we'd been
My mood swings swinging like fuck it really depends
Stop playing the background acting like i'm just a friend
The night he died, i never told you this
Thought about what you were going through, nearly made me sick
I sent flowers it was my attempt at consoling you
You had a hole in you, instead of trying groping you
I tried to make you whole and new, that's what a man supposed to do
Consider this a love letter, long overdue
I'd say all the same shit if i was alone with you
But i'm not, i'm writing and i'd probably smoke a bowl or two
Now you been hanging with that mother fucking prick sally
Then you pushed me on that imgur, bitch bally
I know i can't fix that past with a little song
I just wanna tell you i loved you all along

[Hook]
I wrote a million songs, and they all about you
Where did we go wrong, what did we go to
Cause all I’m hearing is screaming and yelling
And ain't no telling, why we so broken

[Bridge]
All we know is broken language
And all we spoke is broken language
How to cause this pain and anguish
All we are is broken, so broken

[Verse 3]
Go figure, it can't be
Been together 6 months, now what? i gotta leave
I guess timing was never really our thing
So despite with the money and the fame gunna bring
I'm, so sorry you tip toed
I had to let go, and what the fuck ......
Hiding me from your parents on the down low
There's a metro north ticket
Where do we now go? i don't know
No regrets about the years that we made it work
When your mom was diagnosed, so you had to play the nurse
And i tried to make it home, but i had to make the first
Having different walls against our backs only made it worse
I hit the road, then pop the bottle shit
Best believe that i never fucked those model chicks
At least i didn't when i was still with ya
Gotta write more, a 16 will paint this whole picture
Cause, it's always second guessing and the paranoia sets in
And the hole that we were left in got us arguing and stressing
Broken to the point we wonder where the pieces from
More concerned about losing them than keeping them
I wish we had the will to believe, i wish we had the will to stay
Life's a reflection of what you see
But you need to know when to look away

[Hook]
I wrote a million songs, and they all about you
Where did we go wrong, what did we go to
Cause all I’m hearing is screaming and yelling
And ain't no telling, why we so broken

[Bridge]
All we know is broken language
And all we spoke is broken language
How to cause this pain and anguish
All we are is broken, so broken