Broken (God Help Me)

[Intro]
Okay, oh, 'kay
I'll know, I'll be okay

[Verse 1]
So mistaken thinking I don't care about mistakes I'm making
Want to be in church but also see no point in congregating
Congregation looking dry like holy water's confiscated
Why is life so complicated? Death looks so intoxicating
Henny bottles, Insta-Models, inhaling, exhaling
Using trash to fill a gap, call it Satan's medication
Need a better destination, take me to the Holy Land
Lord, let Your Spirit mend the pieces of this broken man

[Chorus 1]
Fragmented, shattered, defeated
Lost sheep, scattered, retreated
Brokеn down, battered and beatеn
I can't do it by myself, God help me
Renovated, upgraded, well treated
Elevated, maintaining, exceeded
Consecrated, cultivated, completed
I couldn't do this by myself, God helped me

[Verse 2]
Follow this or follow that, I rather follow God
Use to follow pain like herding with a cattle prod, get it?
Herding like a group but also hurting like a noose around the neck
I'm losing breath, the beat is slowing in my chest
I need to break away from sin (I pulled myself back)
I need to break away again, man, I hate the back and forth
But I know a God that overlooks the bad
Report the D's and the F's, I know this life is like a test
I wanna pass, but, I never study
I can't focus, I feel hopeless, I feel broken, that's my slogan
I'm in pain, need Ibuprofen, I keep drowning in this ocean full of doubt
But there's a hand that's reaching out that keeps me floating
Pull me up, don't let me fall
'Cause I fell too many times and banged my head against the wall
I'm going out my mind, but, I
Keep my mind open to Your love that's overflowing
Fill me up and break the broken, Holy Spirit overdosing
I've been

[Chorus 2]
Fragmented, shattered, defeated
Lost sheep, scattered, retreated
Broken down, battered and beaten
I put my trust in Jesus Christ, now look at me
Renovated, upgraded, well treated
Elevated, maintaining, exceeded
Consecrated, cultivated, completed
I couldn't do it by myself, God helped me, yeah

[Outro]
Ooh, woahh
I couldn't do it by myself
I couldn't do this by my-
I need my voice lessons, that's how I'ma end it