Broken Down

[Chorus]
Broken down, I'm losing all of my strengths
Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay
Constant hell, I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down

[Verse 1]
I'm feelin' broken, like no one hears a single word I've ever spoken
And all these voices in my head are now awoken
Why is it that everything I touch just starts erodin'?
Fuck it, no that ain't true
Tell me it's all a lie
Tell me I'm giving purpose to someone before I die
Tell me whatever happened to it doesn't hurt to try
Why do I feel pain for simply bein' alive?
Every day I'm confused, every day is a fight
Fallin' deeper with time, I'm slowly losin' the light
Really wish I was normal, not fakin' I'm alright
I really wish I was normal, not fakin' I'm alright
Sit alone in my room, just barely gettin' along
Sometimes I start to question who would care if I was gone
Maybe only my family, dad, brother, and mom
While I'm still alive and breathin' someone prove to me I'm wrong

[Chorus]
Broken down
Broken down, I'm losing all of my strengths
Hopeless now (Hopeless now), I can't pretend I'm okay
Constant hell, I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down

[Verse 2]
Why does this feel like a confession?
Like I've let somebody down for strugglin' with depression
How can I save me from myself? My own mind is a weapon
That I battle every day while starin' at my reflection
I keep all of this hid—probably why it builds up
Put on a fake smile but inside my body is cut
All I ever really wanted in this life was some love
All I ever really wanted in this life was some love
But I push it away, sometimes my life is too much
And that don't make any sense, but somehow writin' it does
I'm growin' weak in my body, think I got no one to trust
So what's the point in me tryin' when tryin's leaving me stuck?
Do I deserve all the blame, does anyone feel the same?
Why do I keep on breakin' down over and over again?
Start to wonder to myself if this is ever gon' end
Is this ever gon' end? Cause I'm—

[Chorus]
Broken down (Broken), I'm losing all of my strengths
Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay
Constant hell (Constant hell), I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down
Broken down (Broken), I'm losing all of my strengths
Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay
Constant hell (Constant hell), I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down