Broken

[Verse 1]
My heart is numb
I'm about to vanish
Mad cause the pain
Left you torn and damaged
Say your savage
Well I'm more than average
You would have to take me
Out of every challenge
Mentally strong so I'm not afraid
To lose what I have and start again
I've been broken
So my eyes are open
From that very moment that I was awoken
Every time I let someone in
They give me a reason to want to split
And walking away has become a habit
If I ain't liking I ain't having it
Simple as that so don't try to grab me
I'm not asking you to understand me
You will never get me so you're trying to drag me
Down with you but this time I'll travel
To the end of the world even if it means
I will never find peace
That's fine with me
Cause the road is rough
And if I can't even mask my emotions
By time I'm done
I will have a collage
Of memories
But even if I tried to let you in
You would have to deal with anything
There's a chance that I'm losing everything

[Chorus]
I'm lost and I'm broken
Tired of being alone
I'm always surrounded
By the thought of the unknown
Nothing left at all sacrificed it all
Just to be wrong
I'm addicted to this pain as I fall
There's nothing left at all

[Verse 2]
I've sacrificed so many things for this
Too many things I've missed
That I can make a list
And put everyone I know on the top of it
Cause lately I've been out of it
I've been trying to leave my mark but
I'm out of ink
Tired of always giving in to what people think
I'm not getting closer
Man I need exposure
I don't wanna be the one to roll over
But I'm tired of feeling like this
And I'm sorry for trying to resist
I just need to know I exist
In a place where I would be missed
But my heart is numb
It's so numb
I don't even feel the pain no more
I feel dumb
Every time that I try to leave I get stuck
But is not what I want to be
So back up
I don't wanna feel like this no more
I'll get lost
But just know that
If I leave I'll never come back
So its time that we go our separate ways
So we fade away
It's not what we said
But just how we said it
We let our problems get the best of us
At the end of the day it was meant for us

[Chorus] x2
I'm lost and I'm broken
Tired of being alone
I'm always Surrounded
By the thought of the unknown
Nothing left at all sacrificed it all
Just to be wrong
I'm addicted to this pain as I fall
There's nothing left at all