Broken Boy/Life Aint Easy

Verse 1
Yo man it was only two years of something I called love
When my phone calls and photographs became not enough
To say this heart that's been broken. So close to screaming
This can’t be happening and I can't stop the bleeding
Cause I am so tired of the rain falling on the ground
Just enough to get my feet wet, but not enough to let me drown
We all fall for the bad ones who just break us down
Because we are so young dumb and like Juggalos, just clowning around
I've been laying in my bed wishing I had never woken
Begging God to rid my head of every word you have ever spoken
Cause I can’t breathe after all that you told me and your amends
You took my heart and destroyed me once again
You're like an evil lonely island, You threw my heart on the ground
You took all these pages and showed me that love couldn't be found
You have created all these questions tell me what the crap just happened
Because your words were cheap, and your lies are expensive
God will only know when I'll come to my senses

Verse 2
Because I can't breathe at all it's too Immensive
Then I think about the call where you said I'm just a broken boy
That keeps on trying to forget love, is your perception of truth destroyed?
I thought that we could lay around
And talk for hours about the mound
That I couldn't say to you, and the things that we could never do
I’m a broken boy that tries to delete the past
Gorgeous you know my heart so tell me honestly
Did you ever really want this compared to what it could be
Its called heartbreak because it’s broken you see
Cause I am sick of all this crap like a seasick toilet seat
People call me a sellout, cause I don't know the truth
I know that God wouldn’t turn his back on the youth
I'm sick of remembering I am just a broken boy trying to forget
So please just let me forget

Verse 3
This life ain't easy to live along
You can hear it in the words of this song
If you were to mess with me I would break your face as if I had a mace
Then I would need to get out of this place
I'll fight a bear with my bare hands
You ain’t tin, So why you trying to foil my plans
Because that's how I play I'll do this all day
They call me I-bear cause I-bear you up
And when I'm done with you, I'll leave your face messed up
As I walk outta this place
People be messing with me cause I am a teenager I break your face
As I get my wager. I will walk out of here
I leave and never come back, your word won't reach my ears
I don't want to remember me in a happy mindset
Because now they are the only things that destroy me
& just tore me in half like fruit and ninjas
I'm gonna write this crap as I slam on the gas
You can't believe my past so dark you'd be Aghast
I ride down these streets sick of all the crap I pass
All you people know I won't take your sass
I can't find my heart inside me
It's like someone can't rewind me. There is no fixing this
I don't need someone to tell me that knowledge I've surpassed
I only look at the silence around me
It's quite quiet all from what I can see
I need to walk this road alone
I can become a man on my own
I am stronger this way
It's not the road I choose, but there's no games I play, and I will become a man on my own
All I have to say is watch me