Bring On The Darkness

[GrewSum]
When I was younger I would suffer lots
For being different I was sick of being what they taunt
What they taught me was a lesson preaching "fuck the snobs"
If imma weirdo i'll be fucking weird till i'm gone
I don't need to be changing cause you seem to think
There is something wrong with being me
I don't need you so leave me be
This pressure had me feeling weak
Now i'm more like TNT explosive bringing heat
Extremely [?] all the [?]
So if I seem reclusive it's because I am stupid
They told me to change there ain't no way I simply can't do it
My mind is stranger feeling rager try to fight through it
Don't get to close without my dose I think I might lose it
And you don't want that kind of hell
Unless you can avoid it though only time will tell
I was so close to the top when I finally fell
I think it's time to start this climb again might as well
I feel sick that I let them take it all
I was sick of being normal now i'm living with my flaws
That was the gift i've given y'all
Learn to live with what you're given and don't switch them at all

We may never see the sun again
Bring on the darkness that's my personal wonderland
In case you were wondering my future never seemed bright
So I don't need light live between the street lights
We may never see the sun again
Bring on the darkness that's my personal wonderland
In case you were wondering my future never seemed bright
So I don't need light live between the street lights

[Sinizter]
After the night we might not never see the sun again
The pull me in with lies have me thinking I was one of them
When I tried to live to cleanse my soul said I was stuck with them
I finally broke the hold they had on me I was a crutch for them
You gon' be lucky survive in a world of hatred
The only way is to let the darkness in and brace it
My momma worried cause they trying to cut the hours
On the day shift and the piece of shit she married to
Keep trying to face him now i'm raging
Can you see the anger in my posture
Look me in my eyes you gon' see my head is full of monsters
Please just let me be i'm just coping with
How my friends got slaughtered
They laid they're lives down for this country
Now kid ain't got no father
Looking in the mirror trying to free all this animosity in me
Been through so much another mishap will probably kill me
I've given you everything in my gut hoping you feel me
I stay away from religion ain't thou who can heal me
Usually I would just react I ain't care about the consequences
I can hear em whispering saying I got no common sense
I was broke as a joke and my pockets had no kind of cents
Didn't matter regrets to this day I still have not repent
My future ain't looking bright
My dick kept turning into a knives
Sometimes i'm amazed how I made it through this crazy life
I was a knuckle head I would rather die than try to take advice
I had to let this darkness take control so I could make it right

We may never see the sun again
Bring on the darkness that's my personal wonderland
In case you were wondering my future never seemed bright
So I don't need light live between the street lights
We may never see the sun again
Bring on the darkness that's my personal wonderland
In case you were wondering my future never seemed bright
So I don't need light live between the street lights