Brighter Side (PFNTR)

[Verse 1]
Sleep in
Regret secrets
Rescind from infant CD breath, seasick
Begin amnesia
Dream now to
Leave it all behind and no longer believe in doubt, clue
We shed same skin, at different times in each season
Check the leaves if I'm color blind
Sunlight to moonstruck evenings
Freezin', wheezin'
To the top of every mountainside
Reminds me that in no way this is happening, for no reason
The page I always skip is the one that keeps repeating
The page I always skip is the one that keeps repeating, itself
And I felt like I dealt with it well
Despite the fact I yelled for help, when I felt
Go tell, I can see the dirt puddle, disguised as the well
But when I go to take a drink
There's only enough mud for myself and no cup for the others
I want the patience to call my crying baby after left
For complaining it was theft
Now remaining a connection with a mother overdue and overslept
Through a couple billion relatives of death
That ever meant to rediscover

[Hook]
I wonder if a brighter side exists
On the other side of the fence
He managed to climb, she decided to dance
I guess you had to be there, in pretense

[Verse 2]
I can't count how many times I stopped to think about the lives I could've touched
But I was busy being bought, sold, told lies
Stuck, with that feeling in my gut
Like my butterfly never made it home safe
And in no way will that old slate hold me down in that cold cave
By my soul's cape, so I smile
When I was young enough to know that nothing ever dies
The object of my obsession became the tears in others' eyes
The mirror, such a wide range of desires
It's clear, it all adds up so quick
But it's divided by the same fear as our fire, it's higher, too tired and uninspired
To figure out, exactly why we're here
I'm messin' with filthy wires built on top of rusty gears
Well perhaps a trap is in the mind of a messiah who steers off
A beaten path and meets the friend of pioneer
The ride was smooth in the beginning but what bloomed soon
Does disappear in the ruins of what was living proof
That everything we choose to do moves through fear
It's nothing new, in fact I'm used to losing you
When I'm not here

[Hook]
I wonder if a brighter side exists
On the other side of the fence
He managed to climb, she decided to dance
I guess you had to be there, in pretense