Bridges

(Hook)
I was thinking it’d be different
All the visits to the bridges
Having visions of me sinking to the blue
I was hoping I could be open
Cause they acting like they know shit
But really they just haven’t got a clue

Right now
I just need some quiet
Is that so much for me to ask?
Im so down
I hate the silence
Cause I can never make it last

I won’t play
Ive got one foot in my grave
I feel most at home in the coffins ive made
Dug myself so deep might never get out
But Im still hoping I never get saved
Think of all the shit I gotta do to feel okay
Have a whole routine set out for my day
And every missed step feels like my last breath
I know there must be an easier way

(Hook)
I was thinking it’d be different
All the visits to the bridges
Having visions of me sinking to the blue
I was hoping I could be open
Cause they acting like they know shit
But really they just haven’t got a clue

Right now said I need some quiet
Was that too much for me to ask
I dont know what im fighting for
I left my feelings at the door

I got a lot to say but I guess ill save my breath
Plenty of it left, always keep it to myself
But Ill give it all away like girl you can have the rest
I dont need my health take the heart from out my chest
Got things that I regret that be fighting in my head
Maybe better left unsaid, lock my problems in the shed
I couldn’t decide if I wanted to be dead
So I stayed inside my bed
Waiting for the sun to set

(Hook)
I was thinking it’d be different
All the visits to the bridges
Having visions of me sinking to the blue
I was hoping I could be open
Cause they acting like they know shit
But really they just haven’t got a clue