Brenda

(Tokyo jetz)
See Brenda had a couple babies but she got a different name
And we're living in the 90's issa whole different game
Same momma different daddy but we all the same cause
Ain't no nigga raising kids that ain't got his last name and
Brenda's baby had a baby and I'm reminded daily that I told
Her to abort it and my nephew wouldn't of made it and life
Switched roles and I had to decide eyes swollen from me
Crying from the real I tried to hide weeks pasted I knew that
I was sure made plans for my baby picked names and
Shopping lately and day's going longer it seemed harder at the
Time If i say that I forgot it Lord know that I be lieing still
Love Lord knows that eh was trying busy being selfish
I was busy being blind

Made a call and an appointment with a doctor and
A friend shouldn't have a baby till I'm rich with a Benz
Ain't make it to the doctors started thinking its a sign
Waking up and cold sweats I done lost my fucking mind
Momma telling be strong should I believe it when she
Missed that she'en have us I can tell she really mean
It so we even so we even or shid at least I thought me
Gave my sister all the pampers and the wipes that we
Bought called the same office disappointment number
2 don't really make a difference what you thinking
Should do cause it's my life I gotta live it right know that
I made my baby struggle I can't give em what they
Need in life it was early in the day and I'm ignoring
Calls I know what he finna say and he more hurt than me
At this point I'm prolly num prolly shouldn't listen coulda
See that I was dumb told the nurse keep em out couldn't
Stand to see his face I'm like it's this nigga falt so this
Ain't that nigga place ion remember much but I lost apart
Of me right before the holidays this was 2015 momma
Cried guess she know family looking at me different cause
My baby ain't around for none of the family pictures

Current day and I take care of most of them thinking
That that's God saying this where you supposed to
Been yeah I get know that I was wrong and I was still
Hurt why I ain't give you a chance to let you live first