Breathe

They say never meet your heroes
But I idolize myself
I got no pedestal to stand on
Collecting dust on a shelf

I don't know just where I'm going
But it's way too fast
Terrible at navigating
Yeah I'm headed for a crash

Now I know
That it's all her fault
But it's still my fault

So I breathe
Let go
Breathe
Let go

They say you can't love anyone
Until you love yourself
But I know that's a lie
Cuz how you look always makes me melt

I know that you might not forgive me
And I understand
But I'm trying to forgive myself
It's hard when you're sad

Now I know
That it's all her fault
But it's still my fault

So I breathe
Let go
Breathe
Let go
So I breathe
Let go
Yeah breathe
Let go yeah

And I'm trying to figure out
What went wrong
Doing everything I can
Not to be my mom
Gonna fix all these parts
Cuz I know that I can
With or without you know
I will still love you

[VOICEMAIL] So I'm on my lunch break
And I just got back in the car
And your voicemails playing
So I think I butt dialed you
I'm sorry
Also I love you
And I'm sorry you're dealing with all of this right now