Breaking Bad

[Verse 1]
You was a drug to me, I had to shake it off
You was a bad habit, I had to break it off
See now I'm taking off, Hope you don't take this hard
And this time ain't no turning back no used in sayin' sorry
See you was my escape, I had to stop runnin'
You was the razor on my blade I had to stop cuttin'
You was the liquor I would turn to when I needed help
You was my foggy mirror, I couldn't see myself
You was the psycho for me, I needed new beginnings
The psychic spoke about you, I knew I shoulda listened
You was chaos, when I just needed order
A sad instrumental, I needed somethin' harder
The dark liquor in my glass when I just needed water
You really fucked my head up, you was my bad barber
I used to drink and drive, you was my motorcycle
You was that loaded gun, when I was suicidal

[Verse 2]
Yeah, you was my hotel, I guess I overstayed
The card dealer when I wasn't even sposed to play
You was my worst hand, I should have walked away
You were those bottles in the club when I was sposed to save
You was the drug money, when I just needed music
You was my ecstasy, I know I overdo it
You were my nightmares, when I forget to play
You were the bullet in that rifle to my JFK
You was my [?], I needed [?]
If I was Left-Eye, you'd be my accident
When I had high hopes, you became my ceiling
You'd be the rope around my neck if I was Robin Williams

[Verse 3]
But at the same time you was my roommate in the lonely hell
I was the Adam to your Eve whenever angels fell
You was a safe house for me when I was on the run
When I was stressed out you became the weed inside a blunt
You was the air for all the secrets I couldn't keep in
The Band-Aid that I would use to try to stop the bleeding
You were the pain inside my chest when I was feelin' numb
You were the comma for my daughter thought I'd get a son
You were the songs that I would write when dealin' with depression
And when I wiped the mirror down I saw you my reflection
You was a guilty pleasure when I knew it wasn't right
And in the end you was the Jesse to my Walter White