BREAKABLEPERFECTION

[Verse 1]
Be a good girl
Stay in your place
But where's my place in this world?
Good grades, perfect scores, is that really what I want?
Medals, awards, certificates with no meanings
A future I have planned out for myself
But what if I never make it to your expectations?
I'm just a kid, forced to mature early
Nosebleeds for my fucked up mind
Breakable perfection, I'm done being your slave
I never know what to do with myself
Study, homework, projects, stressing 'bout school life
You said I shouldn't be stressing over school
"You need to be the best" you say, but it's too much
High expectations, I can't keep up
I'm not a prodigy or perfect baby
So don't put your insecurities on me
These restless nights keeping me up
Black eyebags when I need to focus in school
Who am I supposed to please?
Mother, please, don't abandon me, I'm trying my best
I beat others just to make sure you're proud of me
But what do I really want? These useless dreams keeping me up
Study, work hard, be the best, is it all I'm to live for?
I don't need all that, I just want to work on me
Mentally and physically
I can't even have a break at all
I want my own life too
These certificates and medals are nothing
Brag about me to your friends, "She's perfect"
I can't take this anymore
I won't live up to your impossible expectations
Everyone has their breaking point
It's time I let go
Hit me, yell at me
Whatever you do won't break me