Break the Cyle

There's a war inside my head
It's getting the best of me
I'm finding it hard to separate
The truth from your legacy
When I'm drinking myself numb
I come to believe
That this is the gift and the emptiness
That's all you gave to me
Sometimes I think I could break
Down inside
Too many times I lose this fight
Getting hard to live this life
I can't hide the wreckage inside
It comes to light
Now I've got to stay alive to break the cycle
When the world is closing in she's all I ever need
The taste of her kiss it does me in
And brings me to my knees
When I'm lost inside my head I fight just to breath
I'm giving in to the battle within
The curse you left for me
Sometimes I think I could break
Down inside
Too many times I lose this fight
Getting hard to live this life
I can't hide the wreckage inside
It comes to light
Now I've got to stay alive to break the cycle
I can't hide these feelings inside me
I can't run away from your ghost
Now I try each day to survive this
I have got to stay alive
I have got to break the tide
Down inside
Too many times I lose this fight
Getting hard to live this life
I can't hide the wreckage inside
It comes to light
Now I've got to stay alive
Now I've got to win this fight
And break the cycle