Break My Own Heart

[Verse 1]
I'm busy thinking you got somewhere to be
The place I carved out for you right next to me
I don't know what I thought you would do
But I'm gonna break my own heart so you don't have to
So natural us together, didn't think it could be better
Everything that I lost you had found
But I know you been listening to the feelings I told you not to embrace
And then when I'm not around

[Chorus]
Wanna break my own heart and leave while I'm still here
Glued to the ground, you're holding me down
I burned all my bridges, made my decisions
Glued to the crowd, you're holding me back
You're holding me down
Holding me down

[Verse 2]
I wanna smoke weed like a teenager
But the spliffs and bowls, they don't work for me
I'd let it roll right off my back just like water
But the sticks and stones grew into a tree
I'm out of incense and I'm battling my own damn feelings
I wish I could access rage (Wish I could access rage)
Could be the Palo Santo or the sage advice you gave me
Just relax and act my age

[Chorus]
Wanna break my own heart and leave while I'm still here
Glued to the ground, you're holding me down
I burned all my bridges, made my decisions
Glued to the ground, you're holding me back
You're holding me down
Me down, me down, me down, me down
Me down, me down, me down (Down)
Me down, me down, me down, me down
Me down, me down, me down
You're holding me down