Break In Half

[Intro]
Oscilating so fast between shelves
Hating outcasts and being on top of the world
Can't stop myself, so overwhelmed
I wish that I was just a normal girl

[Verse 1]
I say I'm better off alone
But when you don't pick up the phone
I get a little nauseous, overly cautious
'Cause these thoughts just fill my head
"What if you're dead?"
"What if you hate me?
"Why don't you hate me? You should really hate me."
I'm always so horny
I always feel dirty
I really shouldn't be so
Fucked up in my head
Regret everything I said
I know I'd be better dead
But it's better left unsaid
'Cause you care too much about me
So I can't drop 20 Oxys
Wish I died when I was like three
'Cause past ten I've been half-empty

[Verse 2]
'Cause I'm adolescent
Reminescent
Permanently [?], maybe
If I was born a cis girl, wouldn't be a narcissist queer
Can you call an exorcist?
Dear, I'm so tired of living in fear
From the ghosts I see in the mirror
'Cause they sing this into my ears

[Bridge]
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
You mean nothing

[Chorus]
So, take it
'Till you break it in half
Then you glue it back together and you fake a laugh
But you hate it
Always comes at last
Try to pull yourself together, but you know you can't
So, take it
'Till you break it in half
Then you glue it back together and you fake a laugh
But you hate it
Always comes at last
Try to pull yourself together, but you fucking can't

So, take it
'Till you break it in half
Then you glue it back together and you fake a laugh
But you hate it
Always comes at last
Try to pull yourself together, but you know you can't
So, you take it
'Till you break it in half
Then you glue it back together and you fake a laugh
But you hate it
Always comes at last
Try to pull yourself together, but you fucking can't